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[28 Sep 2009|09:45am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | All That Remains--Days Without ] One day I will be able to speak to a guy, any guy, without it being interpreted as flirting. Just once, that's all I fricking ask for. post comment

[07 Nov 2008|11:46am] [ mood | anxious ] Congratulations! You have been selected for appointment as a police officer recruit in the Philadelphia Police Department. 6 comments|post comment

Scribbled out the truth with their lies, your little spies [03 Mar 2008|02:38pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | Paramore--crushcrushcrush ] When I was little, my nana, in her complete old lady insanity, insisted her eye was going to fall out, and demanded my mom go to the drug store on Thanksgiving morning to get her an eye patch so that if it did indeed fall out, the eye patch would hold it in. The whole thing was hilarious to me. Cos it's so ridiculous. However, my eyes hurt so bad right now, I almost wish they would fall out. Maybe they really will. Fucking eyes. I have such eye problems. Yeah, hi, still alive. Just don't care overmuch to post nonsense here. No one reads it, and there's not much in my life to tell people about. At least nothing I care for anyone to know. But you can laugh at my eye misfortune. 2 comments|post comment

[11 May 2007|05:42pm] [ mood | distressed ] [ music | Saliva--Always ] I'm so frustrated now, I want to scream. I want this to be easy. Why can't anything be fucking easy??? post comment

Swear to shake it up! [17 Nov 2006|10:36pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | Nine Twelve--Cumhog ] I have no fucking motivation right now. I'm cold. I can't feel my right hand. My nails need to be painted and I want to order shoes offline. Just a random update on my current status in life. 3 comments|post comment

[18 Sep 2006|02:50am] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | Lamb of God--Redneck ] So I didn't really get to be on tv. That's sad. And here I was, hoping my movie career would begin... Ahh well. If you know what to look for, I am on the MTV2 "$2Bill" thing with My Chemical Romance. You can also watch it and see how completely ridiculous they are. Yuck. I hate that I like this song. More, I hate that I don't know what to do with my life. Awkward situation keeps getting worse, and I'm the one fucking up here. I know I'm the asshole here, and I don't know what to do about it. I'll fuck up, I'm sure. I always fuck up. 4 comments|post comment

Raising hell, racing cars, closing down the local bars... [18 Aug 2006|12:31am] [ mood | hyper ] [ music | Fallout Boy--Dance Dance! ] I'm kinda tired. But also really hyper, and I don't know why. Hmmmm. Weird. Anyway...um. We killed my hair again. It's very dead. But dead things are fun....no? Dead girls can't say no, right? To post pictures....or not to post pictures....that is the question!! Hm. ( clicky here for sucky sucky! ) Gah, I'm fucking hyper. I should...do something productive with this energy... Hm. I'm gonna be all kinds of bored and lonely next week. Sob sob. :*/ People should pity me and talk to me lots.... AUGH! And youtube is down for maintenance! AUGHHHHH!! 3 comments|post comment

[03 Aug 2006|07:28pm] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | Deftones--Seven Words ] I'm disgustingly full right now. I just ate way too much pizza. Sitting here is dull. Joey and I might go see "Pirates" again tonight, cos I'm addicted to the idea of pirates (yeah, like every other fucking person in the world). But it's hot, we have nothing else to do, and yeah. Tomorrow's Ozzfest, and it seems like NO ONE IS GOING! I realize that the line up sucks, but seriously people. Lame bums, all of you. I really need to dye this stupid hair. I'm thinking of making it more white blonde again, with chunks of black, brown and red. But that might be too much energy. I can't decide. I never can. Fucking hair. Blahblah, no one reads this shit. So I'll leave you with a picture, cos god knows you all scroll your friends' lists, looking for picture posts: Me. And my boyfriend's boyfriend. Har har, I crack myself up. 7 comments|post comment

[24 Jul 2006|01:23pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Buckcherry--Crazy Bitch ] Hey You're a crazy bitch But you fuck so good, I'm on top of it When I dream, I'm doing you all night Scratches all down my back, come on You're crazy But I like the way you fuck me This song is so bad, it's great. Unfortunately, it will permanently make me think of stupid strippers... 2 comments|post comment

Open up, because I got a little extra size.... [19 Jul 2006|05:02pm] [ mood | late, I'm late, for a very important...never mind ] [ music | Twista featuring Pitbull--Hit the Floor ] So four days spent out in the pool means that my hair smells like chlorine and feels like straw. Well, that's attractive. Ahh well. It's only Nocturne. Anyway, I get the lovely pleasure of getting dressed...now. Cos it's the week of running around like assholes. Oh well. Whatever, I don't know what to wear. And I want new pictures, so I better get moving very much now. post comment

You are the one, you're on your knees.... [30 Jun 2006|02:02am] [ mood | sore ] [ music | 311--Love Song ] This fucking rain has got to stop. Working in it sucks. I hate being a slimy sticky mess. Anyway, sizing and resizing pictures gets annoying. It's giving me neck cramps. I really need photoshop. Cos then I could be hot like everyone else. It's like...if I look AT THE CAMERA, I'll blow up. Eyes must always be averted... Fucking retarded. Ooh yeah. Saw the Sisters of Mercy video for "This Corrosion" last night after we got home from the club. That was cool. That song is cool, even though the In Extremo cover is better.... 6 comments|post comment

The Trouble with Tribbles... [04 Jun 2006|06:30pm] [ mood | giddy ] [ music | Pitbull Daycare--Suffercation ] Go here. Play this game. It's addictive. It's like crack. It's the best thing ever. And make sure to mess with the Chuzzles. They do really strange things. And they're adorable. I'm passing on my addiction... post comment

[12 May 2006|03:17pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | Ayria--My Revenge On The World ] So. Something that has come to my attention as of late. I don't understand the point of "dating." I mean, obviously, I understand the idea of hooking up with people, having relationships with people, marrying people, fucking people, all those sane things. But the whole process of "dating" makes no sense to me. So...what...you meet someone, randomly, then exchange numbers, at which point the two people involved play some idiotic game of waiting to call. Then, after the correct amount of time has passed, one calls the other, they plan a "date," and they spend an evening pretending to get to know one another. Then after this outing, they go on with the idea that, if both enjoyed the time spent, they will go through the entire stupid process again, in the eventual attempt to form something of a relationship. OK. The entire point of this is, somewhat, to get laid, right? But that can't happen right away, or else the two people will think badly of one another. So, everything is put into this stupid game, with proper time frames, and proper behaviors. What a fucking waste of time. Maybe I just don't get it, cos I've never dated someone who I didn't know already, and for the most part, I've never spent time with someone who I hadn't already hooked up with. Maybe it's cos most of the guys I've played with come from clubs, where such things like fooling around, are treated as normal. It just seems like such a stupid process to me. I'm sure I'm missing something, some vital aspect here somewhere. Someone explain this to me. 14 comments|post comment

I have thousands of things to do today, sitting here NOT being one of them... [14 Apr 2006|11:08am] [ mood | blah ] [ music | Pitbull featuring Pretty Ricky--Everybody Get Up ] Idea stolen from reverendcharles cos I'm bored, and don't feel like being productive yet. Ten randomized songs, and something that passes for explanations. 1. D12--Purple Pills This song is just funny. Just completely ridiculous. "Shut your mouth, you dirty slut, you know you want it in your butt" Come on. Best line ever. 2. Accessory--Relict No idea where this song even came from, I assume I downloaded it when I was looking for Strafbar. I don't actually even really know it, or if that's even the right title. Heh. It's ok, though. 3. Jimmy Buffett--Come Monday I just like this song. It's all mellow and pretty and stuff, and it's really kinda true. How often do you sit there and think that everything will be fine next week? 4. In Extremo--Vollmond Probably my favorite song of all. It's amazingly pretty, yet cool sounding, and all kinds of wonderful. I cannot describe things well. Anyway, I love this band, and it annoys me to no end that they seem to refuse to tour the US. Oh, and the video is hot. Go download it from somewhere. 5. Seraphim Shock--Kitty's Dead I like this band, but I hate this song, and am not even sure why it's on here. It's way too gothy for my taste. (OK, yes, I realize the band is kinda gothy ANYWAY, but this one is more so than other songs.) And according to the play count, I've never actually listened to it. Heh. I really should take some of these songs OFF the playlist. 6. Merril Bainbridge--Power of One Embarrassing. I'm not a dyke. Really. I was in a bad mood, and stuff like this works for it. 7. Deftones--Seven Words One of their better songs, even though it's very simple and plain. But...cool enough. Again, though, not something I really listen to anymore. 8. Samael--The Cross This song is kinda ok. I love his voice. And I loved watching him live. But again, I don't actually listen to it. It's just been around for years and years. 9. Wumpscut--All Cried Out OK, I actually like this song. Sucks at the club, kinda, but it's a decent song. 10. Suicide Commando--Face of Death "The best part of killing someone is the look on their face. It's that look. Not when they're threatened. Not when you hurt them. Not even when they see the knife. It's when they feel the knife go in." I think that's pretty self-explanatory. Plus, it's one of the better dancing songs. Wow. Have I mentioned that I need new things to listen to? I really don't like about 75% of what I have on here. So people, give me ideas on other stuff to find!! 1 comment|post comment

Save lj!! [10 Apr 2006|03:26pm] [ mood | giggly ] [ music | Busta Rhymes--Touch It (Remix) ] Those are seriously about the cutest little shorts I have ever seen. I need them. Unfortunately, I need to put myself on a diet for about three months before I could wear them, but I will have them, and I will wear them, and they will be adorable. 7 comments|post comment

[09 Apr 2006|06:36pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Mortiis--Decadent and Desperate ] Boring. No one updates. Fuckers. You are all really really boring!!! I hate you all. 2 comments|post comment

Do you remember... [08 Apr 2006|02:42am] [ mood | silly ] [ music | Bleeding Through--Kill to Believe ] I hate having to admit this. It pains me much to have to admit this. I absolutely love the new Bleeding Through song. Haven't heard the rest of the album yet, but this song (Kill to Believe) is actually really really good. And the video is beautiful. Grrrr. How am I possibly turning into a scene kid? I am breaking all my own rules lately. I even think the singer is hot. I need to have my head examined. 5 comments|post comment

[03 Apr 2006|06:32pm] [ mood | lazy ] [ music | Rihanna--SOS ] I'm very unmotivated right now. Not for lack of things to do. I have two things of clean clothes to put away, about ten piles of shit to clean up off the floor, summer clothing to go through, jobs I should be calling about, or something, and umm...tons more I need to be doing. Unfortunately, I started playing Fable again, and all I seem to wanna do is sit there and run in circles. Grrr. And I have to peeeeee! Grrr again. I hate moving. 1 comment|post comment

[21 Mar 2006|12:19am] [ mood | busy ] [ music | Rob Zombie--Girl on Fire ] Dude. Firefox fucking blows. How is it that sooo many people love this damn program? In about the fifteen minutes I had it going, it managed to butcher the coloring and set up and everything else, not only of lj, but of myspace and any other website. Lame. And I thought IE sucked. It took my tech-illiterate self about a half hour of fucking around to get all my pretty html back on myspace. (For those that know what it looks like, you realize that that is just sad. I have the most simplistic layout ever, and even that was done with a website. But still. It fucked it up.) Fuckers. Firefox can blow me. 3 comments|post comment

Survey of boredom. [19 Mar 2006|09:27pm] [ mood | hungry ] [ music | Maxim featuring Skin: Carmen Queasy ] Stolen from myspace, just so I could see if this works... ( Read more... ) 5 comments|post comment

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